The Red Queen

Okay. I am not going to apologize again. I haven’t been posting. It’s been hectic. I’m trying to get back into everything. To add insult to injury I didn’t even post the last two weeks of webcomics. I will be getting that done soon.

SO! LET ME GIVE YOU A FEW UPDATES!

LAST NIGHT! I was in a fashion show as the queen of spades. Are you ready to see me all scary and stuff? READY! REALLY! ARE YOU READY! *is a little hyper*
http://s7.photobucket.com/albums/y290/cese/Red%20Queen/
BE AFRAID! In some of those photos I think I look a bit like Hatchet Face from Cry Baby. Other then that I think I looked awesome.

The Fashion show was fun. I mentioned the fact that I was 25 and I was told AGAIN that I didn’t look 25. Confused and not sure what to think, as this was about the 5th time I’ve heard it in the past 2 weeks, I mentioned the fact that I wasn’t sure if it was a good or bad thing. I was told I looked 18 or 19. I felt pretty good. That’s 7 years shaved off of my age so I am feeling pretty nifty at the moment.

My daughter and son walked the runway as well. Troy walked with me and he did really good and my daughter walked with her best friend Avery and they got a adorable laugh and they enjoyed every second of the not waiting portions of the night. They absolutely loved the dresses my mum made, I loved the dresses my mum made and I WILL be getting more pictures soon. The ones I posted above are from after the show that I took when I got home, unfortunately everyone else got undressed pretty quickly.

After the show I came home, tweeted like a mad woman and passed out!

During the show some guys thought I looked awesome in my costume! My mum did a great job! Also a few looked like Glambert (aka Adam Lambert) Sadly I had more glitter in my hair then they had on them which made me a little more Glambert then them but they were still good looking. One of them looked like the actor that played John Connor in the original T2 movie. Older of course, like he had grown up, but he was really hot. Guyliner FTW!

I’m moving soon. It wasn’t planned but it is necessary so things are still stressful here. No promises on constant updates but I will be updating when I can. I will especially update when I’m less stressed because I enjoy giving everyone a play by play on my day. It keeps my brain a little more lucid which is good for an addled brain like mine.

I’m back to RPing. I’m on two sites, one of which I own and operate. I am enjoying it but I am going to try and continue to write outside of RP but again, that whole stress deal. I’ve been more stressed then normal because I contracted myself to do some work and I felt a little more pressured then I would have liked. It made my brain shut down from IPB coding. I know I’m not willing to sacrifice my mind for something that will hurt me and my kids in the long run and so I’m done with that. I might still do freelance but it will have to be on my own terms. No more coding on someone else’s terms or time. It is my time and my brain, people will have to live with it that way.

I think that is it for now. I will post more hopefully tomorrow! Goodnight everyone!

Divorced

Just wanted to let you all know… it is official! I am divorced. It was about an hour of deliberation in ERC (Early Resolution Council I think) and my ex is insane and obviously doesn’t know how much it costs to take care of two kids. Like seriously….. whatever though… Totally over it. He thinks he’s poor and picked on. I’m taking care of two kids, living at home without a job…. still…. after a year of freakin’ looking I still don’t have a job. I hate the job market. T_T It really sucks being out of the job industry for almost 4 years now, especially when my major was in a computer industry. 4 years lost in Computers is like 20 years lost in work… it seems impossible to catch up sometimes.

Well….. yay being divorced and now onto bigger and better things.

I’m considering writing a web comic. Maybe. I’m not too funny so it would be interesting…. That being said… I’m also not a very good artist so it would be interesting. ALTHOUGH! I did put the spork for Wootflakes onto the computer after my brother sort of designed him with my inspiration…. He’s not all that great though. It’s an idea though.

Have a good day everyone. ^_^

Website Staring Contest

So I went to war (as you probably could have seen from my twitter pictures) and have returned. Unfortunately since I’ve returned I’ve mostly stared at my websites like I didn’t know what they were or where they came from. Perhaps an after affect of pretending like the world hasn’t progressed in a few centuries as of a few centuries ago. It could be the reason why I had to come back from war early.

So… there I was! I was waking up on another frosty morning from war. My kids were making me laugh and I was enjoying there warm and fuzzy company when I find out that my mum had left the previous night. Confused and hungry my kids and I got up to get food.
After we scavenged for something to eat forever (about 5 minutes of looking in totes) we were told to call mom…..
Even more confused I pick up my faerie box, also known as a cell phone, and dial my mother…. it rang…. it rang again…. then she didn’t answer.
So! I left her a voicemail.
A few minutes later my faerie box (cell phone) began to sing the sweet tune of the Mario Brothers melody telling me that someone wished to speak to me from an unearthly realm so I pressed the green button to hear the melodic, depressed voice of my mother. I asked her what she needed me to call her about to find that my stepdad had moved out, taking everything of expensive value (the HD, plasma TV and all of the bedroom furniture) out of the house and spliting.
This was bad… particularly bad since we were at War and the only way we got there was with his truck and a trailer that he used to move the stuff out with.

After all of that amazing stuff we packed up camp and came home.

None of us kids want my stepdad back in the house but mum does so we’re waiting to see. We aren’t going to help much because we think that my stepdad’s douchebaggery crossed the line finally so yeah….. I had a not so good week but its gotten better since I have gotten home and talked to all of my buddies, Neph and Savvy and Sparky and people.

On another note!

I decided to go back looking for a way to earn a decent income online. I truly don’t think it’s possible but I still try while I still look for a job. really what I need to find is an awesome company that needs Internet tech support that can do their work from whereever as long as they have Internet connections, and do that. It would be fabulous. Unfortunately I don’t know if they do that. /sigh Well other ventures will be looked into.

I guess in a sense I have a question for you all…. what would you think about me starting a general tech support service. A small like, 5 dollar fee for me to help tech troubleshoot things for like half an hour. I mean it’s not much but I’m pretty good at what I do so I mean it might be worth it. I’m thinking about looking into it. That or a low cost web design thing. I’m not a phenomenal web designer but I think I do an alright job. I’m going to post a poll and see what you all think…. if anyone actually reads my blog… and I hope you guys give me some good stuff. 😀 Thanks in advance.

Interview

So I’m going to make this quick because this makes me sad. I had my interview yesterday and I thought it went pretty well. Today I got a call back to inform me that I did not get the job.

So sad days. Otherwise the day was good. I hope your day was good too. ^_^

Madness? This is Morrigan…..

Okay… Admittedly that was terrible. I should not use overused movie quotes as my titles but really? I was just in the mood. Maybe this means I need to watch 300? I don’t know. Perhaps. Well updates!

Yesterday was a fantastic day!! I got a call back for a job! Even better? It’s at University of Phoenix. I wasn’t prepared for the Phone Interview that came with the call but I guess I did swimmingly as they want a face to face interview on Wednesday! Now I need to plan my outfit. I was thinking my Green Jacket with something cute. I was hoping I might have the money to buy something worth my time to wear to an interview, because I don’t think anything I have is nice enough, IMHO, so I will be trying to put together something that pronounces my good attitude in life. If I get the job you bet I would be absolutely fantastic at it! I really need one and working at UoP would also mean that I could go back to school. You KNOW I would take advantage of that!

What else? Well I’m teaching my daughter a Noisettes song, Specifically Never forget you. It’s cute to see her sing it with the first lines specifically. “Whatcha drinkin’? Rum or Whiskey? What don’t cha have a… double with me?” So cute and she’s just starting to remember them without me. 🙂 When she gets it all down I’m recording it and youtubing! Look forward to that!

Otherwise, life is normal I think. Bills to pay… Headaches to get…. Eyes to gouge out. You know, the usual. <3 everyone have a good time!

Good day, day was good

Today was filled with cleaning and being a little upset. I guess I just find things unfair when you expect certain leisures to be reciprocated but they aren’t. Le sigh. I’m just a bit on the grouchy side. I’m trying to find a Yoga tape or something I can do with my kids in the morning. I think if I do some exercise I might feel better and not be so grouchy all of the time. It’s a hope and I think it would help me lose a bit more of that weight that I’d like to lose. Really I wish I could find my Wii Fit disc and all of my cords and things that miraculously disappeared – which I’m very upset about, Wii-motes are not cheap – and get my Wii up and running. I really adore the Wii Fit game as I am able to concentrate and I really find it relaxing. Maybe I’ll just give in and when I get a job, buy a new one. If I ever get a job. 🙁

I sent a few pictures to TwitPic today. The one of me – or half of me as it were – was taken by my daughter Fae. The rest were random ones, some I took a few weeks ago, The eyeball ones I took today. 😀 I think – if I can convince my mum to pay for the development of the pictures and the Digital disc – that I would like to take all new pictures of Fae and Troy for the Faerie-Reverie site. I am still working on MM, I’m actually in process of making animated gifs for my splash page. I am looking for a nice gallery software, if anyone has suggestions I would love any. I would like to be able to easily skin it and feature pictures. I would mostly be putting pictures of me and my kids and then any art-work that I post on dA.

Well I love everybody. I hope you are having a fantastic day! <3