Strut

So today’s accomplishments!? NONE! Okay. I got one accomplishment, I got my forum/topic markers done today. I guess you can include that the members list looks better, I got the blog header working and I started work on the Profile. I’m a woman that loves a good profile and I HATE the default IPB one but I don’t know what to do with it. It’s like a necessary evil that I don’t know how to make a “nice” necessary evil. I mean, I used to have one of the best profiles (and from a few compliments that I’ve heard) THE best profile in the 2.3.x series. I completely re-vamped my profiles to look the way I wanted them… Now I don’t think I have the same amount of a reason for it because the new profiles look better but I don’t know what to do with them…. They offer a lot more sex appeal then the older ones but not enough for me to be satisfied with them.

So I didn’t get much else done, mostly because I’m pretty sure it’s that time of the month and my skin scrawls because I’m wearing clothes. I don’t understand it really, I feel like a big ball of sensitive skin. I’ll be glad when it’s all over. About this though, I have two kids and when they are asleep I like to take long, hot baths… you know the quiet, uninterrupted sort that is really….. quiet, and well, is it just me or as a parent of young children do you get paranoid when you want/do something for you yourself? I turn on the bath water and immediately have to stick my head out of the door because I think I hear my son crying. Of course he never really is but it still doesn’t make me any less paranoid.

Next thing to talk about? My recent Twitter conversation with Sparky, AKA LOL_J on Twitter, got me thinking about dancing in public. Now I have no problem with shaking my ass for anyone’s preview. I come from a family of very few reservations. We are all eccentric Addams family types in my household. But, as I talked with her I realized, as I always do, that I’m a woman that stands out in a crowd. I’m not necessarily skinny, actually probably not by a long-shot, but I still wear crop tops and things that show off my strangely colored legs. I wear medieval clothing in public, PJs. You name it and I’ve probably worn it in public, Yes…. even a bathing suit with nothing else. NO, I’ve never been nude in public. Off kilter there for a second, now I’m back on track.
SO! I’m a 6’2″, not so skinny “Amazon” woman that doesn’t really have a self conscious bone in her body…. or so it would appear by the way I dance, shake my ass and sing, and terribly massacre songs, while I’m out and about. Now I come to think of why this is. I mean I know I’m not attractive and what-ot. I think I might do it for the attention but it’s more likely I do it for the laughs.
Like yesterday! Most epic thing. We were checking out of Sam’s club, I do a deep hip shaking dip to “Fever” I think, and then there is this cheer from behind me. It’s like this 70 year old man cheering at me shaking my ass. I had a good lol before I went back to doing my shaking.
Why do I really do it? Because I enjoy, enjoying myself and really like to smile.

What else? What else? Oh yes! I keep getting random comments that seem like real people but I mean they are just off enough to make me think that they are spammers. Really I don’t understand why I have spammers on such a small site that no one really reads anyways. That being said I guess I will answer a few questions that I am unsure if bots are asking or real people. *I have approved most comments removing the bot-like link from their comment, sorry to anyone that is real that has had it removed.*
Question1: Yes I run this on the Application, WordPress. I designed *or mostly designed, the original coding was from a template* the layout for the site.
Question2: I try to update every day. Am I successful? Probably not but I do try. Two kids and looking for a job along with many other non-social activities and chores around the house=Not always the most successful at getting anything done.
Question3: I don’t care if you rate my site, bash my site, promote my site or whatever in your own blog. Please feel free! I just ask that you post a link to the source after you’re done with it so I can read it.
I’m fine with answering questions and whatnot so. 😀

I got my son a training toilet today. I hope that it will inspire him to start potty training. I’m so over diapers it’s not even funny. I don’t think he really understands, or cares to go potty yet so I don’t know how successful it will be. *crosses fingers* here’s hoping.

I was talking earlier with my friend, Neph, about how crazy my thoughts can get sometimes. I only knew this from my late night post yesterday with the Random thought about brain melting. It just seemed overly odd to me that I would come up with that while tired and not while awake. I guess when your brain as less “active” functions to do then it has more time to be creative or think of odd things. Maybe it’s what it’s supposed to do… to confuse us.

I think that’s it for the night though. I know this seems like I’m cutting this post short… I am! I’m falling asleep at the keyboard which is a surefire sign to just stop typing and go to bed.

Goodnight everyone. Hope you’re having a nice day!

Divorced

Just wanted to let you all know… it is official! I am divorced. It was about an hour of deliberation in ERC (Early Resolution Council I think) and my ex is insane and obviously doesn’t know how much it costs to take care of two kids. Like seriously….. whatever though… Totally over it. He thinks he’s poor and picked on. I’m taking care of two kids, living at home without a job…. still…. after a year of freakin’ looking I still don’t have a job. I hate the job market. T_T It really sucks being out of the job industry for almost 4 years now, especially when my major was in a computer industry. 4 years lost in Computers is like 20 years lost in work… it seems impossible to catch up sometimes.

Well….. yay being divorced and now onto bigger and better things.

I’m considering writing a web comic. Maybe. I’m not too funny so it would be interesting…. That being said… I’m also not a very good artist so it would be interesting. ALTHOUGH! I did put the spork for Wootflakes onto the computer after my brother sort of designed him with my inspiration…. He’s not all that great though. It’s an idea though.

Have a good day everyone. ^_^

Madness? This is Morrigan…..

Okay… Admittedly that was terrible. I should not use overused movie quotes as my titles but really? I was just in the mood. Maybe this means I need to watch 300? I don’t know. Perhaps. Well updates!

Yesterday was a fantastic day!! I got a call back for a job! Even better? It’s at University of Phoenix. I wasn’t prepared for the Phone Interview that came with the call but I guess I did swimmingly as they want a face to face interview on Wednesday! Now I need to plan my outfit. I was thinking my Green Jacket with something cute. I was hoping I might have the money to buy something worth my time to wear to an interview, because I don’t think anything I have is nice enough, IMHO, so I will be trying to put together something that pronounces my good attitude in life. If I get the job you bet I would be absolutely fantastic at it! I really need one and working at UoP would also mean that I could go back to school. You KNOW I would take advantage of that!

What else? Well I’m teaching my daughter a Noisettes song, Specifically Never forget you. It’s cute to see her sing it with the first lines specifically. “Whatcha drinkin’? Rum or Whiskey? What don’t cha have a… double with me?” So cute and she’s just starting to remember them without me. 🙂 When she gets it all down I’m recording it and youtubing! Look forward to that!

Otherwise, life is normal I think. Bills to pay… Headaches to get…. Eyes to gouge out. You know, the usual. <3 everyone have a good time!

Good day, day was good

Today was filled with cleaning and being a little upset. I guess I just find things unfair when you expect certain leisures to be reciprocated but they aren’t. Le sigh. I’m just a bit on the grouchy side. I’m trying to find a Yoga tape or something I can do with my kids in the morning. I think if I do some exercise I might feel better and not be so grouchy all of the time. It’s a hope and I think it would help me lose a bit more of that weight that I’d like to lose. Really I wish I could find my Wii Fit disc and all of my cords and things that miraculously disappeared – which I’m very upset about, Wii-motes are not cheap – and get my Wii up and running. I really adore the Wii Fit game as I am able to concentrate and I really find it relaxing. Maybe I’ll just give in and when I get a job, buy a new one. If I ever get a job. 🙁

I sent a few pictures to TwitPic today. The one of me – or half of me as it were – was taken by my daughter Fae. The rest were random ones, some I took a few weeks ago, The eyeball ones I took today. 😀 I think – if I can convince my mum to pay for the development of the pictures and the Digital disc – that I would like to take all new pictures of Fae and Troy for the Faerie-Reverie site. I am still working on MM, I’m actually in process of making animated gifs for my splash page. I am looking for a nice gallery software, if anyone has suggestions I would love any. I would like to be able to easily skin it and feature pictures. I would mostly be putting pictures of me and my kids and then any art-work that I post on dA.

Well I love everybody. I hope you are having a fantastic day! <3