Almost Forgot

I was getting tired and I almost completely spaced posting my blog for the day. So updates…

Today was another day that I wasn’t feeling up to doing anything much. I had a headache most of the day and do not look forward to tomorrow. When I neglect cleaning I have to power clean more. Tomorrow is a power clean day because Fae’s Teacher will be here to teach her something new. I still need to clean my room from the things that I brought inside. It’s all crowded again. I need to get the clothes up, make my bed and go through the stuff that I brought in, most of which is craft stuff. It’s not hard but I’ve been working on Wootflakes mostly.

As for stuff that I got done today? Nothing out of the ordinary. Working with kids, working on website and trying not to pound my head on my keyboard. I feel that I got my main Wootflakes layout completed and so I have began to work on a red version of this layout and will push that momentum into creating a lot of colorful renditions of the box for any color lover. ^_^ I hope I tickle your fancy with them. Hopefully tomorrow I can get the Previous/Next links started and working. I added a link to the Archive since I forgot to put it there.

Tomorrow, remind me to post about the spam I get as it makes me lol. For now I’m going to sleep. Hope you’re having a good day.

PS. I changed Twitter updates to update once a week instead of once a day to cut down on the amount of twitter posts I have. ^_^

Bob Marley in Final Fantasy!!

So I’ve been having this problem the last few days where I have been ready for bed WAY earlier then normal. Oftentimes I am able to stay up until 1-4 in the morning and still be up early with my kids *around 7-10*. Lets be honest, it may not be good for me but it sure is fun!! So the past few nights I’ve been ready to sleep before 10PM even hits. Now I’m not young anymore but I’m not THAT old. I should still be able to stay up past a certain time and be able to function properly. I think it just sucks because I’m sure I know WHY I feel so tired this early but I have nothing to really fill the time to make me want to stay up. (Join Wootflakes or a baby elephant will die)

Onto another topic… Final Fantasy 13. You haven’t heard enough about it? Well AWESOME!!! I don’t have much to say. It’s pretty, like each Final Fantasy game in seasons passed have been, it’s got things that you summon (which appear to each be some sort of riding thing) and it has a Bob Marley guy named Sazh that has the goofiest little profile portrait in the world. Seriously look:

Sazh funny face

Bob Marley for Final Fantasy

Do you see what I mean? This guy has the funniest little portrait picture in the world.

The Cheesy grin, the little thumbs up. I seriously can’t help but laugh every time I see the bloody thing. Then as I laugh my brother CJ, who plays the game, laughs. It just entertains me.

On the brighter side? I think that little Chocobo that he carries around with him makes him completely full of win. That and the fact that he shoots guns all wicked behind his back and above his head. That’s all the spoilers that you get because really? That’s all I’ve watched. <_<

What else to update on? OH! My brother finished playing God of War and I was asleep for it. Sad days but I will watch it eventually. I love the game enough to play it myself if I had the time, which I will make for myself in the future when things are more settled down in my life then it is right now.

Other things? Oh yes! I had meant to talk about this yesterday but I didn’t have the mind about me to remember to talk about it. So here goes:
So I have Twitter. Fantastic crowd follower right? Well anyways. I get email updates when people follow me. Why? Because I like to check out who is following me so if they interest me or are a friend I can follow them back. All stuff you know about Twitter you say? Well how about this?

I HATE PEOPLE THAT FOLLOW YOU TO UNFOLLOW YOU!

Good god! I sit here and I get these random people, random company type people and I get emails that say that they are following me. I go to check them out and they either just randomly followed me or they had already unfollowed me by the time I went to look them up. Worse still? It’s not like I hide my updates so it’s not like you need to follow me in order to see my posts.

Continuing on the Twitter follow tangent though, I’ve figured out why people (or assumed rather) do it. It’s because they want more followers and they assume if they mass follow then people will come check them out and then they’d get more followers. Or something like that. Pretty much it has to do with marketing their Twitter accounts in annoying ways.

Stupid heads!

Alright! What else is there to talk about today? OH YEAH!

NEW WOOTFLAKES WEBCOMIC!!!!

For shame on me. I haven’t been updating you guys on my writing and my world. Well I’ve not done much with it lately. Mostly because I’ve been focused on other tasks. Namely keeping other things in order and putting together my website. I am working on getting a few things done this week and hopefully this weekend I will be able to pick it back up again. I still have to figure out next weeks webcomic!! YAY!

I cleaned my stuff up in the garage so the Garage is clean, I was dirty until I took a shower, and cars can be parked in it. Now I just have to do all of the laundry that was brought in from the bags out there, clean up my room from the stuff that was brought inside, and make a secret device that automatically cleans everything as my kids make a mess.

Last thing for the night. I intend to start rollerskating for exercise, that or Yoga. I think Yoga might be more my thing but I’m going to start one of them here shortly. I really wish that I could just do more Wii Fit. I found it extremely relaxing to do. Well if I get a Yoga thing maybe I can just turn the sound off and follow the destructions without much of a problem. Once I get the technique down I’m sure that I could just turn on some relaxing ocean sounds and make up my own routine. I might also combine the yoga and the skating, the skating more for cardio.

You know? Now that I’m on the subject I want to complain about Cardio. I HATE working up a sweat I hate when my heart feels like it’s going to beat out of my chest and my lungs are going to explode. I know that’s partially from lack of exercise but I really HATE it. It is the worst form of staying in shape because I just hate doing it. I hate feeling icky just to be more healthy. That’s probably why I like Yoga more then other forms of fitness but skating might be an okay alternative. As long as I do it either early in the morning or after my kids go to bed in the evening. I live in AZ, I’m going to be realistic here, going outside when it’s hot SUCKS royally. So going out at cooler times when it’s summer (it will be around 90-110 no matter what) is a good plan.

Okay. I think that’s it for me tonight. Goodnight everyone! I hope you’re having a good day. ^_^

TAKE THAT SPAM BITCHES!

Okay, I admit. I forgot to enable the Akismet spam checker right from the get go but now it’s on so stop bothering me you spam fuckers! I loathe spam with a fire hotter then hell! Spam is one of those evils that you wish would just die a burning death and then the world would be happier, but I doubt it. It would be one less thing for me to gripe about so I would need to find a new something to gripe about and that wouldn’t be fun…. Okay, it would be fun but I would pretend not to like it.

Things that I did today? I moved my stuff out of storage and into a garage! Real improvement huh? Well the rent is cheaper to store the same amount of stuff. After the storage stuff I cleaned.

You know what sucks about the storage thing though? My brother Kyle promised to help with it and yet when it came down to it he wouldn’t. Now I understand that he worked the graveyard last night but he knew that I was doing this today and he knew I needed his help and yet when I asked if he was ready all I got was “bitch, bitch, bitch”. Now I knew I shouldn’t be too demanding, he was supposed to be doing me a favor but that’s not the point. He promised he’d help and then he decided it was too hard and then he just didn’t help. It’s really stupid because he does this a lot and then he expects me to do things for him and be nice to him. He doesn’t quite understand that it doesn’t work that way, whatever. I guess next time he needs help really badly It will just be too hard to do it because I stayed up too late the night before and my kids woke me up too early.

I think I lost my train of thought for today. I cleaned I loved I moved stuff. There isn’t much more to the day.

The other day I saw an epic bike cop setup for catching red light runners on a “No turn on red” talk about hiding in plain site. He was sitting on the sidewalk of the freeway bridge. He owned someone as I passed by.

Website wise I didn’t get much done today. I am considering coding an IP.Content Wiki and I almost have all of the default Smilies replaced with my Ebi1 R0ot ones. Ebi1 is one cute spork. He still hates me for that.  I hope some more people join soon but probably not. It’s not all that great and all that jazz but I can be hopeful. I need more then one person to talk to. It gets boring only talking to a single person.

I think that’s it for tonight. I don’t feel extremely talkative so I hope you’re having a good day.

Cosmic Powers that be… aka My Brother David

I believe in a lot of stuff and cosmic powers and protection of the dead and all of that sort of thing is part of it. I know that I am not always the nicest of people, I actually am a bottler, I prefer to keep it all inside until the bottle gets too full to keep the lid on and then it bubbles out and eventually erupts like someone shook it up.

To those that experience this…. I apologize. I don’t mean to lash out at you but most of the time I don’t properly channel my rage.
That being said. I would like to specifically apologize to Neph. You’re probably one of my best friends and I don’t mean to take any of my angry energy out on you.

Over the years I’ve worked on it… you guys should have seen me 7 years ago, just out of high school…. But this doesn’t mean that I have it completely under control and I’m sorry.

As for the subject of this… I think that my recent upset, fueled by my dead brother David’s birthday  -which is today mind you – was helped along by my brother. My unintentional rage got me banned from a favorite site of mine without warning… which I take offense to since I have been a part of this site for a year. I think that a warning, suspension or something a little more appropriate then an outright ban for snippy behavior, would have been more appropriate but who cares? I’ve taken the motto C’est La Vie for a reason. I think this reason was because my brother was trying to tell me that I need to calm down and start easing myself back into things I really enjoy instead of spending my time in an alternate reality with other people, that it’s time for me to probably start making my alternate realities and writing my own stuff again, take up my old hobbies, design websites again…. to really settle myself in my head instead of letting a whole bunch of other people dictate my musedom.

For this I love my brother even though I hate what happened (and the way it happened) and I hate not being able to enjoy the people there that I enjoyed for so long. To those that I hurt their feelings. I’m sorry loves.

I hoped you all have a fantastic day. <3333

PS. I’m going to get a comparison picture of my son and my brother David to show how much they look alike…. it’s uncanny.

Website Staring Contest

So I went to war (as you probably could have seen from my twitter pictures) and have returned. Unfortunately since I’ve returned I’ve mostly stared at my websites like I didn’t know what they were or where they came from. Perhaps an after affect of pretending like the world hasn’t progressed in a few centuries as of a few centuries ago. It could be the reason why I had to come back from war early.

So… there I was! I was waking up on another frosty morning from war. My kids were making me laugh and I was enjoying there warm and fuzzy company when I find out that my mum had left the previous night. Confused and hungry my kids and I got up to get food.
After we scavenged for something to eat forever (about 5 minutes of looking in totes) we were told to call mom…..
Even more confused I pick up my faerie box, also known as a cell phone, and dial my mother…. it rang…. it rang again…. then she didn’t answer.
So! I left her a voicemail.
A few minutes later my faerie box (cell phone) began to sing the sweet tune of the Mario Brothers melody telling me that someone wished to speak to me from an unearthly realm so I pressed the green button to hear the melodic, depressed voice of my mother. I asked her what she needed me to call her about to find that my stepdad had moved out, taking everything of expensive value (the HD, plasma TV and all of the bedroom furniture) out of the house and spliting.
This was bad… particularly bad since we were at War and the only way we got there was with his truck and a trailer that he used to move the stuff out with.

After all of that amazing stuff we packed up camp and came home.

None of us kids want my stepdad back in the house but mum does so we’re waiting to see. We aren’t going to help much because we think that my stepdad’s douchebaggery crossed the line finally so yeah….. I had a not so good week but its gotten better since I have gotten home and talked to all of my buddies, Neph and Savvy and Sparky and people.

On another note!

I decided to go back looking for a way to earn a decent income online. I truly don’t think it’s possible but I still try while I still look for a job. really what I need to find is an awesome company that needs Internet tech support that can do their work from whereever as long as they have Internet connections, and do that. It would be fabulous. Unfortunately I don’t know if they do that. /sigh Well other ventures will be looked into.

I guess in a sense I have a question for you all…. what would you think about me starting a general tech support service. A small like, 5 dollar fee for me to help tech troubleshoot things for like half an hour. I mean it’s not much but I’m pretty good at what I do so I mean it might be worth it. I’m thinking about looking into it. That or a low cost web design thing. I’m not a phenomenal web designer but I think I do an alright job. I’m going to post a poll and see what you all think…. if anyone actually reads my blog… and I hope you guys give me some good stuff. 😀 Thanks in advance.

Getting Started – and hopefully finishing….

So I started this up tonight and hopefully I won’t lose momentum and stop doing it. I have a lot of websites to get done and I’ve been neglecting them for months. I really just need to get my pansy ass in gear and finish them. I need to create a banner and layout for My brothers site, My daughters site, My Mom’s site and 3 of my own sites. I have so much stuff to do and yet I don’t do it though I’m sure I could get it done in less then a week if I put my mind to it.

On that note I’m also going to try and bunker down, get my books read and find a job. I’ve been looking, like a mad-woman, but still nothing. T_T It’s so depressing that I can’t find anything with my decent amount of computer skills. I mean the least I could do is maybe get a job tutoring people on how to use their computers since I’m pretty crafty like that. So if you need a computer tutor please contact me. >_> I have to make a living somehow.

I’d appreciate if you are looking at the site to tell me what you think of the layout. I got the idea from a free WordPress layout but I did all of the images and stuff by myself. There are a few  graphics and brushes that I don’t have the original authors site to anymore so please let me know if you know where to find the links to the sites for anything missing a credit.

Soon to come still will be a completely finished layout. More pages. More Links. Links to my other sites with images…. Fantastic more stuff. I don’t want to list it because I think having a goal sometimes feels foreboding so I never finish things.

Once I get Morrigan’s Madness complete I will work on my other sites so stay tuned!!