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Bonuses

Thursday, January 19th, 2012

So I am one to admit I’m not super exorbananly happy with my job but C’est La Vie. I need a way to take care of myself and my kids and so a job is required. As such I’ve been working hard to get a pay raise and a bonus promised for good stats and attendance. I’ve been anxiously awaiting for this ever possible pay raise for 5 months.

I got it!

I got the Pay raise. I got the bonus… Now what does that mean? I know you’re thinking “Uhhh… congratulations?” well yes! This means I can get a new computer to get back into my sites and groove and I’ll have it all back to normal again… Well sort of. I’m not intending to get another laptop, I’ll be getting a desktop finally. I don’t think I’ve owned a desktop since I’ve personally owned computers. I know my parents did. So I’m so estatic right now that I’ve been bounding out of my skin all week. Now all I have to do is make the decision on the computer I’m going to make or build.

Just thought you all may like to know!

Morrgroove Gone

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

So I feel that my Morrgroove or Morrmojo or Mojo-Jojo is gone and never coming back. I feel uninspired dull and downright blechy most days. I’ll sit at my computer and things that make me inspired and happy to do online feel like chores. It’s not supposed to be this way. My hobbies should feel fun and exciting to come home to. I should want to get all of my other stuff out of the way so I can sit down and enjoy the happy things and life. But I don’t and it depresses me.

So the normal responses that I’m sure I’ll here is “Get a new hobby” or “If it depresses you then find out why” well I don’t know why. I love being at my computer. I love writing. I love coding websites. I love making images. I LOVE Rping and yet all of these things don’t inspire me at all.  This could be the 12 hour days at work but really if that’s what is killing it for me then why did I enjoy them in the first place? Because it killed time? I used to itch to get home and turn on my laptop and see all the amazing things I missed that day and regret missing it. Now it’s just one more thing I need to do.

I need my Morrmuse back. It’s gone and I can’t find it. If you see her please send her straight back with my brain. It would be muchly appreciated.

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NaNo Begins

Tuesday, November 1st, 2011

So the month of NaNoWriMo begins and I am ill prepared and barely aware. >_< I have been sitting, considering what I would write about for three weeks, never making solid plans and now it’s here and I have little to no idea what I will be writing about during the tumultuous time of NaNo. I have nothing more then a basic world idea and the fact that I want to write about it.

Morrfail!

So what does this mean? I need to go crazy about thinking at work on my breaks and my time off of the phones to figure out what direction I will go after work and really hammer some stuff out. On average I will have 2 hours a day to actually get any writing done. I don’t think that I’ve ever powered out 1600 words of writing per day in 2 hours but I’m certainly going to try.

At the moment my ideas are to either continue Supermassive (the novel I started last year) or start one of two ideas. One is a Girls Run the world novel about how their is an STD that kills women or one about how an innocent company creates an overbearing Social media platform that creates a dystopia. I think the former is the one I’ve decided on I just don’t know the perspective I was writing from. I was pretty sure I was going to do it post war but maybe I’ll do it pre-war but at the same time I have to figure out who is writing the story and why. Work will have it in for me. I better start the headache meds now.

Well to the work chopping block and headache and to the NaNo not prepared grind! I can do this!

Networking

Wednesday, July 6th, 2011

So if you knew it or not I’m working on writing a book and to do that I’ve been reading a rather informative book on how to get myself published. Mind you I’m an extremely slow reader and I have had little time to actually do any writing with being exhausted from work but I’m trying really hard. I have my game plan in motion on how I want to continue I just need the time and focus to do so. So, back to the explanation, it talks about networking and making a market for my book, finding that market or seeking it out. Now, that sounds like a great plan but I find a few flaws with that system.

Who is my market?

While I want to believe everyone is my market, obviously my market will stray to the Sci-Fi fantasy people and even maybe on the slightly gothic side.

Well Sci-Fi is an extremely broad realm, where would I start?

Well you’d think at Sci-Fi sites, but I go to a Sci-Fi site and all I see are things about pace and things. So I have a niche of Sci-Fi right? Dystopia. Because that is a sub genre for Sci-Fi that my book should fall into.

Where do I go for Dystopia?

http://dystopia.com/ That’s the obvious choice right? But where is the community behind that? There are great film and book suggestions there but where is the community I’m looking for. So lets google it. When you google Dystopia you get facts and lists of Dystopia as a genre, still no community right?

Well what about who inspired it? Muse.

Well there is a great community that follows muse but what would make them interested in a “Muse inspired Dystopia”? What would draw that crowd to me as a writer? Well our love of Muse but I’m not a deeply musical person. I love music but how does that fit in with a book that I want to publish to promote it? Well get the people and they will love it? Well I want to but how does one wriggle there way into the community of something so intertwined? What would one do to try and reach out to other Muse fans and tell them that I am inspired to write a book that might be to their fancy as it is inspired by the same music that they listen to? How would one truly integrate themselves?

Well there is always building a website?

Well I have websites. I have many in fact. I even have a roleplay based in the world that I have created for this book, mind you it is far more lax then the actual book will be because I have to make it playable but it is a website dedicated to the world the book is in.

Then get people attracted to the site!

Ok! Come to http://knightsofcydonia.org join and RP! Did it work? Did I get you hooked enough to join? Have questions? Ask me there. *tests said theory*

Another method is to do things like Podcasts and Tweets and Facebook about myself, about my book, about things my book is about and things like that. Well that’s fine and dandy if I were making a book on how the world today is a Dystopia but I am not (mind you I do believe modern day America is a modern day Dystopia, ruled and controlled by the market, want to know more show your interest and I will blog about it). Now Podcasts, Sure, I’ll do a podcast but what would it be about? Same things I’ve been talking about? I really want to start building this world of people interested in my work but really where does it start for a fiction writer? Where would I push to get people to like me as an author?

My answer to that is through my blog here. While I only update semi-regularly I think that this is my best bet to gain any interest whatsoever. I do post my chapters to my Fanfiction here. I think that I may try to write short stories and post them here too. I certainly think that it would do me a world of good to concentrate on something that will focus me artistically, even if I’m tired. It says to work hard and work tirelessly. Well I’m already tired so lets either get changed into a vampire or turned into a zombie so I can work even harder. I want to do this. I CAN do this! I have never wanted something to be completed so badly in my life.

Here is my attempt as a working tirelessly person:

  • I will try to post something on this blog at minimum bi-weekly.
  • I will try to post a short story set in the world I am creating at least monthly.
  • I will try to keep this schedule as best as I can, even when stressed, tired or otherwise physically and mentally strained.
  • I will try to respond to all tweets/facebook requests and blog comments in a timely fashion.
  • I will try to keep up with my social networking medias so that you know that I am diligently trying to get this done.
  • I will try to post updates as far as which chapter I have completed and how many words are done on the story, periodically.
  • I will try to be a better person/mother/girlfriend/daughter/sister even during times that I may feel pressured or sad.
  • I will try not to cop out and talk only about my emotions, having ideas and writing them down when I get them.
  • I will ask for advice on things that I may not know much about.
  • I will make myself as available as I can to both connect with people and be helpful in things that you may need help with.
  • I will get published no matter what it takes.

Liz Dexter Fic Part 3

Saturday, June 12th, 2010

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.

Elizabeth’s eyes snapped open as the familiar annoying buzz of her alarm clock rang out reminding her that it was time to rise, three hours before work, so that she could get prepared to go there. She didn’t mind the tedium, it was her break from her real passion. She sat up a smirk on her face, the fresh kill still on her mind.

Elizabeth tilted her head from one side to the other to hear the familiar popping sounds of her neck cracking. The release felt great as she pushed herself off of the bed to saunter into her adjoining bathroom. She pulled the hair tie out of her messy pony tail to let her short brown hair tumble around her round face.

“I am a sexy devil aren’t I?” Elizabeth said to herself in the mirror as she posed in front of the mirror, tilting her body from one side to the other to see her nude form from every angle. “You are a beast Elizabeth!” she told herself again with a loud cracking slap to her bottom before she turned to her shower and turned it on. She didn’t even wait the few minutes it took for the shower to warm up, stepping into the clear box immediately she set to cleaning herself off from the past day’s rest and preparing herself for the day ahead of her.

Had Elizabeth not been singing loudly and off key she probably would have heard the pounding at her door before she shut off the water in the shower and climbed out to get dried off. Once she heard the knock at the door her singing faded into a frown. “I’ll be there in a minute,” she shouted moving to her bedroom as she hastily dried off her body.

The knocking sounded again, followed by a “Miss Thory it’s Miami DADE police we need to ask you a few questions please.” Well that put a kink in her morning. She hadn’t gotten any more then her underwear on but if they were insistent then she’d be fine to oblige them.

Elizabeth walked out of her bedroom and into her living room, “Fine, fine. I’m coming,” she called to them. She opened the door, “I don’t know why you have to be so impatient, I was taking a shower,” she said to them with a frown looking curiously at the two people in front of her door. They both looked away from her mostly naked body the scrawny brunette covering her mouth as she muttered a ‘holy fuck’. She looked at them incredulously, “Please don’t tell me that you were so impatient to get me to the door that this bothers you? I told you to wait a minute,” she informed them both. “What is it that you need at this hour? I have to get ready for work.”

“Hello Miss Thory. I’m Detective Morgan and this is Detective Batista. We’re sorry about bothering you at the early hour but we were wondering if you could answer some questions for us about your next door neighbor. A Piper Adams?” Elizabeth looked from one to the other, both looking her in the face to avoid looking at the rest of her.

Elizabeth smiled and raised her eyebrows to signify that she was waiting. She didn’t verbally answer either of them expecting that the questions would come eventually. Obviously, if they couldn’t wait they weren’t wondering if she could they wanted her to answer questions or to ask for them to get a warrant or bring her in.

“Yes, well, first thing is, did you hear anything strange in her apartment that last week?” the man, Detective Batista asked.

Elizabeth shook her head. “It would depend on what you mean by strange. My next door neighbors are all conservatives and so you normally don’t hear much except the things that leak through the thin walls. If you mean screaming, yelling, fighting and all that? I think she was fighting with someone about two days ago. It was something about a TV that she pawned off or something like that.”

The detectives respectively looked at one another before back to Elizabeth. “You seem to remember that pretty well, do you remember any other fights that she had with anyone?”

Elizabeth frowned and moved away from the door inviting them in, “I told you I have to get ready for work so if you’re going to ask me questions you’ll have to do it while I get ready for work. Yes. I have a good memory. No. I do not catalog and record every fight my neighbors have. No. I don’t get into their business and I almost always keep to myself unless I’m outside and see someone. I am a normal hermit just like everyone else in this city,” she said closing the door behind them walking down the hall back into her bedroom the detectives following to just outside of her door.

“What all do you know about Miss Adams, Miss Thory?” the female detective, identified as Detective Morgan, asked.

“I know that she liked take out. I never see her in the morning when I leave for work. I occasionally see her when I take out my trash and we smile, wave and make idle chit-chat when we run into one another. Can you tell me what happened so I might be of better use to you? She wasn’t really my closest acquaintance but if you’re here about stolen items and need to know more about her character and whatnot I can vouch for her or whatever. She’s a good mum to her son,” Elizabeth rambled on as she pulled on a pair of jogging capris, a sports bra and a runners jacket. She came out of the room moving to her laundry room, right past the detectives who were looking to one another and talking in hushed whispers for the moment.

“I’m sorry to inform you of this Miss Thory, Miss Adams is dead,” said Detective Batista.

Elizabeth paused in mid turn. This fact didn’t surprise her or scare her at all. In fact the screams in her dreams the night previous might have very well been her next door neighbors as she was being killed. She had to react to this appropriately though. What was appropriate for this? Shock? Maybe some tears? Yes, that would probably be right.

Elizabeth’s jaw had went slack as she though about it. The thoughts dawning over her as her right hand slowly came up to her mouth a gasp of surprise escaping her lips. “You’re sure it was her?” Now she had to force the waterworks. She quavered her chin and thought about the saddest thing she could, which wasn’t much, but she was able to get some semblance of looking sad as the male detective spoke. “Are you alright Miss Thory?”

“I think so,” Elizabeth said, her voice quavering with fake remorse. “I think I need to sit down, I feel like I’m going to be sick.” She moved past both detectives very quickly to hide her smile as she stalked down the hall into her living room to sit on the couch. “How? When? Where?” she asked them looking to them, the desperation in her voice.

“We do not have all of the details yet but we are looking into it, so any information that you can give us would be greatly appreciated.”

Elizabeth swallowed hard to keep from laughing but it appeared like she was swallowing a lump in her throat. “Well I really didn’t know her well. She was my next door neighbor I didn’t really think much of it. Am I in danger?” she asked them as they stood over her shaky looking body.

“We don’t think so but we do suggest that you lock your doors, don’t let anyone unfamiliar in your home and see about being escorted by a friend to your door,” said Detective Batista.

“Is her son alright?”

“We don’t know yet but we’ll see about keeping you updated.”

Great. More time to keep up with a stupid charade. “Do you have more questions for me?”

The detectives looked to one another and shook their heads. “But it would be nice if you made yourself available in case we need to ask you more questions.”

“Certainly,” Elizabeth said dropping her socks to the floor as she stood up to cross to the kitchen bar. She grabbed a piece of paper and a pen writing down her name and phone number. “That’s my cell you can catch me there or leave a message. I have to be at work in a few hours and I don’t always hear it over the music.”

“Oh! Are you a dancer?” Detective Morgan asked.

“No,” Elizabeth said with a shake of her head, “I’m an aerobics instructor.”

The detective nodded her head and began toward the door. “Well thank you for your help Miss Thory we’ll get a hold of you if we need anything else.”

“You’re welcome. Please call me Liz. I don’t like Miss Thory.”

“Alright Liz. Have a good day,” Detective Batista said with a tip of his hat before he began to walk away.

Elizabeth disappeared behind her door closing it securely. This could potentially be bad for her. It shouldn’t be, she didn’t kill the woman next door but this put noses up her butt that she didn’t want there and that made her uncomfortable.

With a frown Elizabeth crossed the room to her socks and put them on her feet followed by her sneakers. She was officially in her work uniform. Now it was time for breakfast. She stood up and crossed the living room into the kitchen. At first the breakfast started out for just her but slowly it grew from her normal 2 eggs, 3 pieces of bacon and toast into a large omelet, two packages of bacon, a loaf of bread for toast and pancakes. She had done it intentionally, she wanted to make it seem like the quirky neighbor isn’t really someone to look at. The only thing was that giving them the food would probably seem weirder then just disposing of it in her garbage disposal.

Elizabeth made quick decision and decided to just leave it there until she got home. She looked at the clock and she was already 20 minutes late for her pre-aerobics run which meant that she was skipping that this morning and going straight to her walk to work.

Elizabeth picked up her gym bag and her keys as she headed out of the front door, locking it behind her and throwing the keys into her bag she began toward the stairs to get to ground level. It appeared that it was going to prove more difficult to keep a frowning face then she originally deemed it. As she came closer to the stairs they brought the gurney with the black bag atop it. She wanted to look inside but she wasn’t allowed, she’d never be allowed and if she was she be exposed to the world for what she was, a sadistic serial killer. She couldn’t have that.

Elizabeth’s face went blank and lifeless as the gurney made it’s way down the stairs and a man made his way up the stairs. He looked relatively normal outwardly and he held a case in his hand, looking to be making his way to the crime scene. “Excuse me,” she called to him putting her chin up. “Am I allowed to go down this way?” she asked, knowing very well that she wasn’t since the yellow tape was guarding it off. The only problem was that the only other set of stairs to the ground level was on the other side of the tape as well. The man came back over toward her looking dreadfully confused as to why she was asking since it should have been obvious.

“I’m sorry Miss? This is a crime scene,” the man said.

Elizabeth quickly scanned for a badge but found nothing but an ID card. Dexter Morgan? Wasn’t the woman she met earlier a Morgan as well?

“I don’t mean to be rude or anything but it’s either these steps here or the ones over there,” she indicated to the steps further away from the crime scene’s door but the only other set of stairs. “Um hold on a second,” he said about to turn from her.

“Wait,” Elizabeth said and he turned to look at her.

“What is it?”

Elizabeth stared at him for a moment. “You look dreadfully familiar,” she said to him with a tilt of her head. “Have we met before?”

“I don’t think so and I’m pretty sure I’d remember a woman as pretty as you.”

“If you say so,” Elizabeth responded not sure why she recognized him.

“Um, I have to get into this crime scene before they fire me. Can I trust you not to touch the banisters on your way down?”

Elizabeth gave him a nod as he lifted the tape for her. She bent to go under and turned to quickly descend the steps. Once she was at the bottom she turned to look up at the man. Dexter Morgan.

Why did he look so familiar?

Elizabeth didn’t have time to figure it out right then, her morning already ruined byt the appearance of the detectives. The movement which seemed to have slowed, sped back up as she turned away from the man and started on her way to work.

A whole lotta nothin’

Monday, March 8th, 2010

I don’t think I got much of anything done today. Nothing particularly talk worthy at least.

Via sites I fixed a skin issue on Wootflakes and began work on forum and topic markers… OH! I also adequately changed a header elements to appear nicer looking then before. It’s much prettier now.

Tomorrow I will continue work on my forum/topic markers before I delve into the UCP, Profile, Blogs and the Gallery to make it look prettier. Most of those are just CSS edits that I know of, and mostly just color edits at that. I do have a few mods that I want to install, most of them to do with adding a little knick, knack here and there, like profile stats. I haven’t decided for sure if I want them though so I’m still looking. I think it would really help if more screenshots were provided, or in most cases, bigger screenshots.

Earlier I had an epiphany about IPB and them having a page in the ACP with all of the default style elements on one page to make it easy for a novice admin, like myself, figure out what has been changed and what still needs to be changed via CSS. Then I considered it for a few more minutes and realized how terribly awful that would be to compile and scraped the thought.

I also just had an epiphany on how to properly fix my Wootflakes layout. It involves changing a few image sizes and this will be good but a bit of work for me tomorrow. Just need to remind myself to align the image with the left of the box. It will all make sense when I have it all figured out.

Next thing of note for the day? I watched Inglorious Basterds and was supremely disappointed. I don’t know why I was disappointed… I mean there were good laughs and good parts but I don’t know, it just felt weird. Maybe it was because I didn’t recognize Tarantino as any of the characters and I’ve come to expect that? Or it was late in the evening and I didn’t expect to have to read so much? Whatever the case is, I didn’t like it very much except for the good actors parts and the few good laughs. Do I suggest it? Not really.

Okay, I think my brain just melted in my head. It’s really late and I ought to stop typing to the people of the world and off myself to bed. Goodnight everyone. Hope you are having a good day! ^_^