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So I recently had a falling out with one of my oldest RP friends. I'm very tore up about it, it makes me very sad that this has happened as it was all around a bad situation. It was a lot of shit that piled up to a large culmination of me putting my foot down. Now let me explain, the aggression wasn't outrightly directed about me but that doesn't mean that it would not in some way affect me. It's naive to think that something that is aimed at other people in my life won't somehow affect how I feel or the things that go on and the way that those people feel. I'm a very empathetic person, I tend to be angry when people are angry and I'm sad when their sad. This doesn't mean I'm being manipulated, in fact, quite the contrary. It means that I'm being informed instead of ignorant. The way people treat other people is a very important aspect of knowing and caring for someone else and seeing the way that this person attacked people that I knew really harmed me, harmed my feelings to know that I am friends with such a vindictive person. Now please don't mistake, I am human, I am vindictive and I lash out when hurt but I feel that they were starting to push the limits too far and push the aggression past an appropriate level. I watched it happen. I tried to cull it in in a positive manner. My positivity did not diminish their negativity. After a tireless effort to try and stem the behavior with subtle hints that they were being such I finally had to put my foot down and tell them that their words and actions were hurting me and I asked them to make a choice between my friendship and this vindictive grudge that they were on a crusade to express to harm people around me. Unfortunately they chose the grudge I think overall, what hurts me the most is that the person couldn't see past the blind rage of hurt to the fact that instead of mending a wound they were making more. They blame me for being manipulated when I made every decision and every approach myself without consult to anyone else from start to finish as well as I was the one that identified anything I brought to them as it was not harmful to the other people (it was but that was not why I brought it to them) but because it was indirectly harmful to me. I know some things hurt but that's no reason to hurt other people. I hope that everything gets better for anyone hurting right now and I certainly hope that when you are hurt that you can see past that and try not to hurt other people and if you do at least recognize it eventually and apologize. If you don't, then I'm sorry.